So I've been on an emotional wander for the last few months.... Kind of been feeling.....alone? Even though i am not really alone. I have my friends whom i love more than anything. But not many can understand what i am going through. I know there are others out there who have/are going through what i am, i just cannot seem to find them. SO hence i feel alone....Sometimes i wish we were born with a book to help guide us through these emotional mazes we go through as we get older. But then again life would be boring if there was a guide for everything wouldn't it? I would love to have an aid though, a guide. Someone who has been through this..... oi I was fine with my life till something i have never had became present and came into my life, and now it is gone and i feel like everything i have ever known has shattered and i am painfully picking up the glass and trying to rebuild. Anyways just wanted to express that, i don't know if anyone even read journals here, so yeah.